Ready.

Today I got home, opened the door to the porch, opened a beer and opened a book and enjoyed the warm wonderful weather. I forgot that I spent the day at work, re-seting passwords and unable to breathe. Even if I was still unable to breathe. 

It's wonderful how things can melt away so that only everything good and wonderful remains. My life is crazy and messy and fantastic. I am so thankful for what I have and for the people in my life.

But I can do so much better. I'm working with a friend at accountability. It's time to start making changes and to get back on track. It's time to not settle, but to trust myself.